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[edit] bwhahaahaa.. grabe.. naloloka ako sa isang girl jan.. :)) tindi ng talent mo girl!! lolx :mad: kakainiz.. ggr! bwhahahaha. [/edit]

Yes i am. I feel like im super “malas”. I have so many requirements and other things to do in school. Presentations, assignments, quizzes, and fast approaching prelim exam. So tiring, i don’t even know which to start first. I no longer have enough time to study, because I’m taking care of my son. I woke up early, usually, 6 or 7am, because by that time my son will already be awake. Bath him, let him eat, take care of him. By 10am he will be sleeping, and by that time I’ll be preparing for school and by 12noon that would be the time for to go. Then I’ll home by 7pm, bath my son again, let him eat, and take care of him. He will be sleeping by 10pm, after that I’ll be cleaning his stuffs. Baby bottles, clothes, etc. At 12midnight to 4am, time for me to study, make my assignments and other requirements. After that, time to sleep and rest. Usually i only get 3 to 4 hrs of sleep. :) Then back to the routine.

Why did i say “malas”, because i often times fail on what I’m doing. :(( I wasn’t able to pass one presentation. The other presentations was so dumb, unpleasant, imperfect. Plus my ms office pro 07 expired that’s why, i wasn’t able to pass the first presentation. I usually got low grades in quizzes, even though I’m studying very hard. Still the result are so unsatisfying. I guess I’m not used to all of this. Modesty aside, I’m a achiever in school, i can say I’m an excellent student… BEFORE.. But now? I don’t think so. :( Yeah, so frustrating. :((

Plus now, i have my asthma again. So hard, i can’t breath properly. Even walking for few steps would make me catch my breath. I can’t sleep properly, because laying on my back would me make me have difficulties and short breathings. Hayz, what’s happening with me. I guess, this is the result of having not enough rest and getting too stressed this past months. :(

But despite all of these I’m still very thankful. Someone special didn’t leave during these time. Someone so concern. Helped me download ms office again.. :P hehe.. Offered that he will the one to encode some of my paper works. And said to buzz him if ever i need anything. :heart: Thank you for always being there for me beh, wubz chu so much! :kiss: :heart:

That’s it for now, i’ll be bloghoppin` later on. :smile:


This entry was posted by freyah on Jul 9, 2008 under , , , , ,

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