WARNING: Very long post!

I don’t really know how to start this topic. After I got this idea to post. Excitement went up. Memories went rumbling in my mind. I don’t know which to share first. Haha. Bare with me, I just want this post to be perfect. For what reason? Because this post is all about the two N’s in my life. Or should I say, the two most important N’s in my life.

Nile Joie and Nehemiah Faris. Some of you might know them. Some, probably not yet. Well, they’re my two boys. Nile Joie is my hubby and Nehemiah Faris is my son. Im so thankful having them.

Yeah I’m still alive. I miss my blog and you guys so much. It had been how many weeks already since I last updated. After my son’s Birthday I swore I’ll be blog hopping to the max, but sadly it was a borken swear. So many things happened. So many SAD things.

“Tired after my son’s birthday celebration” Thank you so much for the greetings. It was tiring but worth it. For my son’s 1st birthday. I’ll post the pictures next time, I’m still looking for a memory card reader. Hehehe

“Had a fight with hubby, but we fixed it after so many arguments” I can say, this was one of the best fights ever! Haha! I don’t know but for some reason, I was so thankful that argument happened. And yeah after we argued, we drink and got drunk. Hehehe

Yes, I’ve been so stressed-out for these past days. I’ve been crying everyday for a really not sensible reason. Well, not for me. Yeah too many problems thats’ crowding over me. And everytime I go through this the only way to calm down and alleviate the emotion is to get a pencil and a paper and draw anything I want to draw. This is the other side of me. While I was making this I thought how cruel life is.