WARNING: Very long post!

I don’t really know how to start this topic. After I got this idea to post. Excitement went up. Memories went rumbling in my mind. I don’t know which to share first. Haha. Bare with me, I just want this post to be perfect. For what reason? Because this post is all about the two N’s in my life. Or should I say, the two most important N’s in my life.

Nile Joie and Nehemiah Faris. Some of you might know them. Some, probably not yet. Well, they’re my two boys. Nile Joie is my hubby and Nehemiah Faris is my son. Im so thankful having them.

Last week, I was so HAPPY! As in totally happy. But when I arrived at home, so many problems came up. I don’t really want to elaborate more. It only breaks my heart if I’ll talk about it. Thank you so much Ate Gellet for helping me, even though you got pissed on me. I’m really sorry. And yeah, so much thank you to Sis Casey for being there and for helping me. Your phone call sis really made me feel better. I just hope everything will be ok soon.

Tsk I don’t want to miss blogging about what happened to me last week, why I was so happy. But I’m not really not in the mood to blog something positive now while everything that surrounds me is in chaos. Probably next week, surely I’ll make a post about it! I just hope everything will be ok by next week.

Yeah I’m still alive. I miss my blog and you guys so much. It had been how many weeks already since I last updated. After my son’s Birthday I swore I’ll be blog hopping to the max, but sadly it was a borken swear. So many things happened. So many SAD things.

“Tired after my son’s birthday celebration” Thank you so much for the greetings. It was tiring but worth it. For my son’s 1st birthday. I’ll post the pictures next time, I’m still looking for a memory card reader. Hehehe

“Had a fight with hubby, but we fixed it after so many arguments” I can say, this was one of the best fights ever! Haha! I don’t know but for some reason, I was so thankful that argument happened. And yeah after we argued, we drink and got drunk. Hehehe

I’m too busy now, yeah for these past 3 months. Christmas vacation, New year with hubby’s side of the family and now January, Faris’ first birthday! I’m really super excited! Probably I can’t bloghop for now, I’m really sorry. Swear after all of these busy stuff, it will be a total blog hopping!

And yeah, I’m having trouble with my paypal. It’s suspended due to some third party involvement. Sorry to Gel and Mica, I still owe them. Grr Paypal! But I can’t really blame them, for security reasons, why not.

Before anything else, thanks to Web Designer Wall, for the layout inspiration.
Yes! At last I’m back. It was an unannounced hiatus. So many things really happened, I don’t even know which to start. Ok, here we go.

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